We believe horror isn’t just about fear—it’s about truth. Agony was born from a desire to portray mental illness with honesty, emotion, and respect. This story isn’t meant to shock—it’s meant to connect.
Through Claire’s struggle and the haunting world around her, we explore the reality of depression, the fragility of hope, and the unbreakable strength found in friendship.
I was born and raised on the Big Island of Hawaii, with a lifelong love for horror and the supernatural. Like many others, I’ve lived with and continue to experience depression, which has shaped both my perspective and my creative voice.
When writing this book, my goal was to create something authentic and heartfelt, a story that treats mental illness with the honesty and sensitivity it deserves. Too often, fiction sensationalizes or misrepresents these struggles. Through this story, I hope readers who haven’t experienced depression might gain a better understanding of it.
Claire’s journey reflects my own perception of depression. Everyone faces it differently – Claire finds strength in physical activity, something I deeply admire, while I cope through writing, gaming, and immersing myself in other worlds to escape my own shadows.
Agony draws partial inspiration from the Silent Hill franchise. Its foggy, haunting atmosphere has always felt more like a haven than a nightmare to me, and I wanted to transform that inspiration into something both unsettling and meaningful.
The bond between Claire, Amo, Rachel, and Chiyo represents the heart of this story. Their friendship and love for one another symbolize how support and connection can be our greatest defense against darkness. Not all battles are meant to be fought alone; sometimes, the fight to survive is one we face together, with friends and family by our side.
This is my first book, and I’m incredibly proud to share it. I have many more stories planned, so stay tuned, and thank you for joining me on this journey.


Agony is a psychological horror and survival thriller exploring depression, trauma, and the power of friendship.
Yes, Clay drew inspiration from the Silent Hill franchise—particularly its foggy, haunting calm that feels more introspective than terrifying.
It’s a standalone novel for now, but future stories set in the same universe are already in development.
Yes. It addresses depression and suicidal ideation with honesty and care. Reader discretion is advised.
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